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don't care anymore

"Blood and souls for my dark Lord!"

Dear You
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 You are the only woman I have ever loved. Of all the women since You that I've said "I love you" to I have never meant it, not really, and to You, the one person it could ever apply to most, I never told you. I never told you a lot of things that I needed to tell you while I had the chance to tell them to you. Instead I reacted rashly, on impulse, unable to recognize the horrible, horrible mistake I was making. And now it is too late. Now You are married to another. I do take solace in the fact that he is a great guy, and I myself could not have picked a greater match for You (other than myself). 

I think about You all the time, about the times we had, and the times I had always looked forward to. My one regret in life is that those many years ago I pushed you away in my impatience. 

I had to get this off my chest.

I love you. I have always loved you. I will always love you. 

wow
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Been forever since I've updated this thing . . . . I actually did some writing yesterday. Poems. They're found on my other LJ, mornaurion if anyone is interested at all.

The Judas Kiss
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When the world has turned its back
When the day's have turned pitch black
When the fear abducts your tongue
When the fire's dead and gone

So, what now?
Where go I?

When you think it's all said and done
When you are the ostracized
Selfish ridden dead goodbyes
Twisting on the tourniquet
When the pieces never fit

So, what now?
Where go I?

When you think it's all said and done

Bow down!
Sell your soul to me
I will set you free
Pacify your demons

Bow down!
Surrender unto me
Submit infectiously
Sanctify your demons

Into abyss
You don't exist,
Cannot resist
the Judas Kiss

When the storm has blacked your sky
Intuition crucify
When the ego strips your reign
Assassinate the living flame

So, what now?
Where go I?

When you think it's all said and done
Venom of a life insane
Bites into your fragile vein
Internalize and decimate
Patronize and complicate

So, what now?
Where go I?

When you think it's all said and done

Bow down!
Sell your soul to me
I will set you free
Pacify your demons

Bow down!
Surrender unto me
Submit infectiously
Sanctify your demons

Into abyss
You don't exist,
Cannot resist
the Judas Kiss

Judas lives, recite this vow!
I've become your new god now.
Followed you from dawn of time
Whispered your thoughts into your mind
Watched your towers hit the ground
Lured your children never found
Helped your kings abuse their crown

In the heart of feeble man
Plant the seed of my own plan
The strong and powerful will fall
Find a piece of me in all . . .
Inside you all!

So, bow down!
Sell your soul to me
I will set you free
Pacify for your demons

Bow down!
Surrender unto me
Submit infectiously
Sanctify your demons

Into abyss
You don't exist,
You cannot resist
the Judas Kiss.

knew this would happen
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I finally got an e-mail back from the CoinStar interview that I had last Tuesday.

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We enjoyed meeting with you in the interview and would like to thank you for taking time to meet with us at Coinstar, Inc. We regret to inform you, however, that we have filled this position.  Again, we appreciate your interest in opportunities with us and are certain that you'll find plenty of exciting career opportunities in the very near future.  We will definitely hang onto your resume for consideration for future openings like this one or others.  In the meantime, we wish you the best of success in your employment search.
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Certain that I"ll find plenty of exciting career opportunities in the very near future? Yeah, right. What a crock of fucking bullshit.

(no subject)
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Just curious as to whether nor not anyone still reads this LiveJournal. Please post a comment if you do.

"Shit, Piss, Fuck, Cunt, CockSucker, MotherFucker, and Tits"
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You were a great comedian, Mr. Carlin. You will be missed.


RIP
George Carlin
May 12, 1937 - June 22, 2008

i miss 8th grade . . .
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. . . when I had no responsibilities or worries, other than making sure I hung out with my friends and got into trouble.

I don't know what I'm going to do.

hmmm . . .
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Still haven't heard anything back since the interview. This is nerve wracking.

interview time
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I've got that job interview for CoinStar this morning at 9:00am. I am soooo nervous. The only reason I can see/think of that I wouldn't get the job is the way in which I left my last one, so we'll see how truly I fucked myself over.

new laptop coming
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Just ordered a new laptop which should be here within a week. I'm super excited!

Product Details
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Warranty Terms - Parts: 1 year limited
Warranty Terms - Labor: 1 year limited
Product Height: 1.7"
Product Width: 15.5"
Product Weight: 7.1 lbs.
Product Depth: 10.8"
Processor Brand: Intel® Core(TM)2 Duo Mobile
Processor Speed: 2.0GHz
Display Type: WXGA widescreen TFT-LCD with TruBrite technology (1440 x 900)
Screen Size: 17"
System Bus: 667MHz
Cache Memory: 4MB on die Level 2
System Memory (RAM): 2GB
System Memory (RAM): Expandable To 4GB
Type of Memory (RAM): PC5300 DDR2 SDRAM
Hard Drive Type: Serial ATA (4200 rpm)
Hard Drive Size: 200GB
Optical Drive: Double-layer DVD±RW/CD-RW
Optical Drive Speeds: 2.4x DVD+R DL; 2x DVD-R DL; 8x4x8 DVD+RW; 8x4x8 DVD-RW; 5x DVD-RAM; 24x10x24 CD-RW
LightScribe Compatibility: No
Digital Media Reader or Slots: Yes, digital media card reader
Graphics: NVIDIA GeForce Go 7900 GS
Video Memory: 256MB GDDR3 SDRAM
Personal Video Recorder (PVR): No
TV Tuner: No
MPEG: Yes
Modem: 56 Kbps* ITU V.92 *Capable of receiving 56 Kbps downloads. However, current regulations limit download speed to 53 Kbps.
Networking: Built-in Intel® PRO/1000 10/100/1000Base-TX Ethernet (RJ-45 connector)
Wireless Networking: Built-in Intel® PRO/Wireless 3945ABG network connection (802.11a/b/g); Bluetooth 2.0 + EDR
Security Technology: Fingerprint reader
S-Video Outputs: 1
Additional Audio/Video Connectors: DVI-D out, SPDIF out
Audio: Windows Sound System
Speakers: Built-in Harman/Kardon stereo
PCMCIA Slots: 1 Type I/II; 1 ExpressCard/54
USB 2.0 Ports: 4
IEEE 1394 FireWire Ports: 1
Parallel Ports: None
Serial Ports: None
Game Ports: None
Notebook Weight: Standard (more than 6 lbs.)
Battery Type: Lithium-ion
Pointing Device: Dual-mode pad and TouchPad with enable/disable function
Operating System: Windows Vista Home Premium
Included Software: Microsoft Office OneNote 2007, Works 8.5, Windows Media Player 11; InterVideo WinDVD 8 SD, WinDVD Creator 2 Platinum; Adobe Acrobat Reader and more

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